I began my day today with a certain peace that I haven't felt in a while.
I can remember ending my day yesterday with a long meditation session just before bed, and I can't help but think that the early retiring and focused relaxation contributed to this morning's levity.
But it's more than that.
I'm tripping through memories of when I was a boy, remembering the very specific calm I experienced when I sat in a stream with only my shorts on, letting the flow of the water course over my shoulders. Laying down on the rocks in that stream was sort of a respite from the confusing, awkward time I was having as a teenager. Now that I am older, I appreciate more the value of completely forgetting the worries of the world and retreating into the mind for solace.
The true, undeniable peace I can reach through meditation and focused relaxation puts any artificial means of euphoria to shame. 20 minutes of deadening my thoughts and completely isolating my consciousness from external stimulus is equal to or better than any drug I've tried.
5-6 years ago, this kind of disciplined rest would have been impossible. I was far too concerned with ego and projected image to really be able to cut off the world and reside in my own mind.
Many things since my childhood have contributed to my current level of peace, not the least of which is music. Then there's my attention to physical health and nutrition. Also, the intentional simplicity in my life attained by not constantly adding material things to my domain and always opting for the less complex lifestyle.
I'm excited to see where else I can go with this kind of living. I'm curious about which patch will be added that elevates me to yet a higher, more transcendent way of living.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
"Hurricane Season"
Hajar walked along the arid and litter-strewn beach as he always had, at about 6am in the morning, killing time before his father picked him and his two brothers up to go work in the factory in town.
Life in Hajar's tiny town in Mauritania, north Africa, was simple. There was never any prospect of becoming rich or going anywhere beyond the 10 square miles they called 'home', and yet somehow everyone managed to stay happy.
Hajar had been carrying with him a small stick - he was using it to prod at objects of interest. There was no shortage of unique things here and there, that washed up on the beach from who knows where. One day, with his brothers, Hajar found a golden necklace that he traded for a new pair of shoes at the market.
As he was just about to head back for work, an object caught Hajar's eye, about 20 feet out from the shore, gently bobbing in the morning wake.
ما هو هذا؟
"What is that?"
It was a square piece of leather about 10 inches from corner-to-corner. It had a very strange, fluorescent orange coating to it, as if whoever discarded this had intended for it to be found again.
The underside of the object had a 1-inch thick piece of Styrofoam glued to it, presumably to ensure its buoyancy.
هناك رسال& #1577; هنا... في الوس& .
"There is a message here...in the center."
Hajar peeled back a thin piece of coating to reveal a very detailed, handwritten note. He took special care to unfold it and attempt to decipher it.
It was written in French.
La saison des ouragans est d'origine humaine. Des quantités massives de produits chimiques sont déversés dans l'Atlantique par les cargos intercontinentaux, de stimuler les conditions météorologiques catastrophiques. Les preuves peuvent être trouvés à 14.09433 latitude, longitude 31.31965. S'il vous plaît aider. Les gouvernements du monde derrière tout cela.
Hajar heard his brothers calling for him - it was time to head to the factory. Not knowing French and thus considering the message useless, he threw the object into a trash heap on his way to work.
It would never be seen again.
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Hurricane season is man-made. Massive amounts of chemicals are dumped into the Atlantic by intercontinental freighters, to spur catastrophic weather patterns. Proof can be found at 14.09433 latitude, 31.31965 longitude. Please help. World governments behind this.
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Life in Hajar's tiny town in Mauritania, north Africa, was simple. There was never any prospect of becoming rich or going anywhere beyond the 10 square miles they called 'home', and yet somehow everyone managed to stay happy.
Hajar had been carrying with him a small stick - he was using it to prod at objects of interest. There was no shortage of unique things here and there, that washed up on the beach from who knows where. One day, with his brothers, Hajar found a golden necklace that he traded for a new pair of shoes at the market.
As he was just about to head back for work, an object caught Hajar's eye, about 20 feet out from the shore, gently bobbing in the morning wake.
ما هو هذا؟
"What is that?"
It was a square piece of leather about 10 inches from corner-to-corner. It had a very strange, fluorescent orange coating to it, as if whoever discarded this had intended for it to be found again.
The underside of the object had a 1-inch thick piece of Styrofoam glued to it, presumably to ensure its buoyancy.
هناك رسال& #1577; هنا... في الوس& .
"There is a message here...in the center."
Hajar peeled back a thin piece of coating to reveal a very detailed, handwritten note. He took special care to unfold it and attempt to decipher it.
It was written in French.
La saison des ouragans est d'origine humaine. Des quantités massives de produits chimiques sont déversés dans l'Atlantique par les cargos intercontinentaux, de stimuler les conditions météorologiques catastrophiques. Les preuves peuvent être trouvés à 14.09433 latitude, longitude 31.31965. S'il vous plaît aider. Les gouvernements du monde derrière tout cela.
Hajar heard his brothers calling for him - it was time to head to the factory. Not knowing French and thus considering the message useless, he threw the object into a trash heap on his way to work.
It would never be seen again.
________________________
Hurricane season is man-made. Massive amounts of chemicals are dumped into the Atlantic by intercontinental freighters, to spur catastrophic weather patterns. Proof can be found at 14.09433 latitude, 31.31965 longitude. Please help. World governments behind this.
________________________
Friday, August 28, 2009
"Not Enough Gasoline"
>>>>>>> WELCOME TO THE X9-MARAUDER NAVIGATION MENU <<<<<<<
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VERIFYING IDENTITY
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HELLO MAJOR THOMAS JENSON D'ARCHOUS - USN #69148830XQ - DOB 04/22/2231 - SPECIES: HUMAN MALE - PLANETARY ORIGIN: EARTH - COMMAND POSITION: POINT COMMAND
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CURRENT POSITION OF X9-MARAUDER: X = 0924429, Y = 9611049, Z = 5934440, PLANETARY PLANE 211B12 - WARNING: CURRENT LOCATION OUTSIDE OF TETHRA COMMUNICATION ZONE. NO COMMUNICATION TO TETHRA AVAILABLE AT THIS TIME. WARNING: CURRENT LOCATION OUTSIDE OF TETHRA EMERGENCY BEACON DETECTION ZONE. NO EMERGENCY BEACON DETECTION AVAILABLE AT THIS TIME.
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WHAT IS YOUR QUERY?
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Thomas' sweat accumulates on his pale face as his weak fingers type commands into his Marauder's control panel. The systems controlling the Marauder's cabin environment are failing. Oxygen levels in the control pod are borderline sustainable. Carbon dioxide and nitrogen gas levels inch up by the second. The nearest Galactic Aid Station is 23,901,811 miles away.
Thomas punches in the request for an update on the rest of the starship's crew.
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SCANNING HABITABLE ZONES...PLEASE WAIT.
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46 ENTITIES DETECTED. SCAN FOR VITAL STATISTICS, MAJOR?
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Thomas, his vision blurred by the enlarging veins in his eyes and his voice obfuscated by the build up of blood and mucous, manages to speak.
"Yes," he says.
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PROCESSING
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42 ENTITIES DECEASED. 4 ENTITIES ACTIVE.
"We still have survivors..." Thomas mutters to himself. "Must...reach aid station..."
With the little energy he had left, Thomas keys in the coordinates for the aid station, then sits back in his chair and waits.
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NEW COORDINATES RECEIVED. PROCESSING...
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Thomas feels his consciousness slipping from him as he looks over his shoulder, through the cabin window, out at space...solitary, black, cold space.
There are no sounds and no light. There is no life at all.
An empty ration packet floats by his face as Thomas begins convulsing, his bloodshot eyes rolling back into his head.
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PROCESSING
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COORDINATES CONFIRMED. GALACTIC AID STATION #T-11EWA-TETHRA.
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ATTENTION MAJOR THOMAS - INSUFFICIENT PROPULSION RESOURCES. DESTINATION UNREACHABLE.
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Thomas' body stills. Froth from his mouth begins drifting forward into the cabin. His eyes still open, Thomas' corpse remains buckled into the cold, grey, metal command station.
...there is complete silence.
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WHAT IS YOUR QUERY?
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VERIFYING IDENTITY
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HELLO MAJOR THOMAS JENSON D'ARCHOUS - USN #69148830XQ - DOB 04/22/2231 - SPECIES: HUMAN MALE - PLANETARY ORIGIN: EARTH - COMMAND POSITION: POINT COMMAND
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CURRENT POSITION OF X9-MARAUDER: X = 0924429, Y = 9611049, Z = 5934440, PLANETARY PLANE 211B12 - WARNING: CURRENT LOCATION OUTSIDE OF TETHRA COMMUNICATION ZONE. NO COMMUNICATION TO TETHRA AVAILABLE AT THIS TIME. WARNING: CURRENT LOCATION OUTSIDE OF TETHRA EMERGENCY BEACON DETECTION ZONE. NO EMERGENCY BEACON DETECTION AVAILABLE AT THIS TIME.
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WHAT IS YOUR QUERY?
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Thomas' sweat accumulates on his pale face as his weak fingers type commands into his Marauder's control panel. The systems controlling the Marauder's cabin environment are failing. Oxygen levels in the control pod are borderline sustainable. Carbon dioxide and nitrogen gas levels inch up by the second. The nearest Galactic Aid Station is 23,901,811 miles away.
Thomas punches in the request for an update on the rest of the starship's crew.
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SCANNING HABITABLE ZONES...PLEASE WAIT.
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46 ENTITIES DETECTED. SCAN FOR VITAL STATISTICS, MAJOR?
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Thomas, his vision blurred by the enlarging veins in his eyes and his voice obfuscated by the build up of blood and mucous, manages to speak.
"Yes," he says.
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PROCESSING
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42 ENTITIES DECEASED. 4 ENTITIES ACTIVE.
"We still have survivors..." Thomas mutters to himself. "Must...reach aid station..."
With the little energy he had left, Thomas keys in the coordinates for the aid station, then sits back in his chair and waits.
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NEW COORDINATES RECEIVED. PROCESSING...
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Thomas feels his consciousness slipping from him as he looks over his shoulder, through the cabin window, out at space...solitary, black, cold space.
There are no sounds and no light. There is no life at all.
An empty ration packet floats by his face as Thomas begins convulsing, his bloodshot eyes rolling back into his head.
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PROCESSING
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COORDINATES CONFIRMED. GALACTIC AID STATION #T-11EWA-TETHRA.
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ATTENTION MAJOR THOMAS - INSUFFICIENT PROPULSION RESOURCES. DESTINATION UNREACHABLE.
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Thomas' body stills. Froth from his mouth begins drifting forward into the cabin. His eyes still open, Thomas' corpse remains buckled into the cold, grey, metal command station.
...there is complete silence.
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WHAT IS YOUR QUERY?
Friday, August 14, 2009
Comprehending the ultra-large
Lately I've been conducting little brain exercises.
"What, you mean like doing crosswords and stuff?" you might ask.
No, I mean exercises in comprehension of large numbers and space. I have been trying to truly understand how big our galaxy and universe is, and inversely, how small I am and the rest of the world is in comparison.
NASA and the operators of the Hubble space telescope now tell us that our 'universe' contains over 100 billion galaxies, each of them themselves containing billions of stars.
What's more, the distances between the 'ends' of our universe easily breach the 10 billion light year mark - a measure of distance that is truly incomprehensible.
...but still I try.
I sit here at work at times when I have a few minutes in between phone calls or meetings, and I try to really grasp the idea of even one million. That figure - one million - is tossed around so frivolously these days; there are so many millionaires and so many people talking about the 'millions of people' who are affected by things, and the 'millions of small businesses' that are thriving/dying.
But really - do I truly understand the gravity of one million? If I do, does that mean I can just mentally multiply that by 1,000 and instantly comprehend one billion?
I don't think it's that simple.
For me at least, my mind starts to wander after about a thousand. I do believe I understand literally what a thousand means...that it is composed of 100 tens and, as far as images in my mind go, that it's a number I can work with. It's easy.
But put the number at 10,000 or more...and before long it just becomes a number. There no longer is a mental representation of tiny dots, or apples, or flowers, or whatever it is I'm trying to count in my head. The sheer volume of 10,000 becomes way too much for my feeble brain to keep track of.
Trying, however...really trying to keep track of the additions of yet more - and more still - to whatever number I'm 'comfortable' with, is a fun challenge.
The exercise goes on and on, and before long I throw my hands up and just give in to what is essentially infinity. To me, one billion might as well be infinity, for I couldn't count that high even if I dedicated my life to doing so. But still it is humbling, challenging and fun to really try and understand just how grand time and space are.
Think about it - our solar system is roughly 4.6 billion years old. Modern humans have been around on Earth for about 200,000 years. 200,000 into 4.6 billion is 23,000. So we've been 'around' for 1/23,000th of the time that our solar system has been alive.
To further bend the mind - current theory and observations suggest that the universe in sum is between 13.5 and 14 billion years old, roughly 3 times as old as our solar system is.
Do these numbers even MEAN anything to the modern layperson? CAN they mean anything? Or are we destined to be forever ignorant of the true magnitude of volumes?
We are human and inherently limited in our abilities to think. But, pushing the boundaries and trying to really understand huge numbers is time well spent. :)
"What, you mean like doing crosswords and stuff?" you might ask.
No, I mean exercises in comprehension of large numbers and space. I have been trying to truly understand how big our galaxy and universe is, and inversely, how small I am and the rest of the world is in comparison.
NASA and the operators of the Hubble space telescope now tell us that our 'universe' contains over 100 billion galaxies, each of them themselves containing billions of stars.
What's more, the distances between the 'ends' of our universe easily breach the 10 billion light year mark - a measure of distance that is truly incomprehensible.
...but still I try.
I sit here at work at times when I have a few minutes in between phone calls or meetings, and I try to really grasp the idea of even one million. That figure - one million - is tossed around so frivolously these days; there are so many millionaires and so many people talking about the 'millions of people' who are affected by things, and the 'millions of small businesses' that are thriving/dying.
But really - do I truly understand the gravity of one million? If I do, does that mean I can just mentally multiply that by 1,000 and instantly comprehend one billion?
I don't think it's that simple.
For me at least, my mind starts to wander after about a thousand. I do believe I understand literally what a thousand means...that it is composed of 100 tens and, as far as images in my mind go, that it's a number I can work with. It's easy.
But put the number at 10,000 or more...and before long it just becomes a number. There no longer is a mental representation of tiny dots, or apples, or flowers, or whatever it is I'm trying to count in my head. The sheer volume of 10,000 becomes way too much for my feeble brain to keep track of.
Trying, however...really trying to keep track of the additions of yet more - and more still - to whatever number I'm 'comfortable' with, is a fun challenge.
The exercise goes on and on, and before long I throw my hands up and just give in to what is essentially infinity. To me, one billion might as well be infinity, for I couldn't count that high even if I dedicated my life to doing so. But still it is humbling, challenging and fun to really try and understand just how grand time and space are.
Think about it - our solar system is roughly 4.6 billion years old. Modern humans have been around on Earth for about 200,000 years. 200,000 into 4.6 billion is 23,000. So we've been 'around' for 1/23,000th of the time that our solar system has been alive.
To further bend the mind - current theory and observations suggest that the universe in sum is between 13.5 and 14 billion years old, roughly 3 times as old as our solar system is.
Do these numbers even MEAN anything to the modern layperson? CAN they mean anything? Or are we destined to be forever ignorant of the true magnitude of volumes?
We are human and inherently limited in our abilities to think. But, pushing the boundaries and trying to really understand huge numbers is time well spent. :)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
What ever became of William Ward?
While most other teenagers were attending prom, going on dates, getting high after school and being, in general, average 'teenagers', I was suffering through 5 years at an Army-based military academy in rural Alabama.
It's not that I was a bad kid - I needed no reform and had no criminal intent beyond perhaps finding ways to get an extra credit on the pinball machine using a slug and some thread. No, it's not that I belonged at military school, but the memories that place gave me, I would discover later in life, would prove to be the most unique and resourceful of any others from my childhood.
There is one memory in particular that I have, which has stayed with me throughout the years since graduation in the summer of 1997. This memory constantly reminds me of the importance of compassion and respect; as well it reminds me that the people in this world who appear to be the most cruel, uncaring and soulless of us are just as human as anyone else who has ever walked the earth. They simply suffer more than most.
This memory is of a young man by the name of William Ward.
When I entered the academy, I was in the 8th grade. I was an awkward, chubby little redheaded kid and I didn't know a thing about drilling with a rifle, shining shoes or taking orders barked at me by someone my age. Needless to say, I was in great need of some sort of guidance - some sort of beacon to help ease my transition from a life of video games and fishing to one of regimented days, sleep deprived nights and egregious amounts of violence.
I found that guidance from many of the other cadets, many of whom had been at the academy for years prior to my arrival. They knew the ropes and they knew what to tell a new cadet (also called a 'scrub') in order to have the new recruit 'on their side'. It was very akin to prison in the way that social hierarchies sprouted.
Atop one such social hierarchy stood William Ward. He was a boy of average height and build, and he was quite ugly. His mouth was much larger, proportionately, than the other features of his face. He had large, clumsy feet and goofy ears. When I first met him I thought I was looking at Alfred E. Neuman from the MAD magazines I had so loved.
The very first thing William Ward said to me when I met him was, "I bet my dick is bigger than yours."
I am dead serious. That was the first sentence that came out of his (large) mouth, and he was being very sincere. This wasn't a joke, and at the academy penis size meant a LOT. I didn't know this at the time. His comment sort of threw me off, and I'm not sure exactly how I responded. I just remember him saying that firstly.
William Ward apparently came from a family with a lot of money. Incidentally, the Ward family had VERY tight connections to the administration of the school, and so this ugly, foul-mouthed young man was lauded by his peers for really only two reasons: he had a very large penis, and he was favored by those in command of the school thanks to generous financial contributions from his family.
This made for a perfect storm.
William Ward became a ruler of us. It didn't matter that he was ugly, stupid or, as I would find out later, completely illiterate. He had connections, money, and a big dick. He could do whatever he wanted. And so he did.
William Ward became a platoon sergeant in Charlie company, where he was basically given free reign to control a group of about 15 cadets, bending them to do as he wished and using them as pawns to further his after-school exploits often times involving hazing, drug use and other debauchery. He could do no wrong - the amount of power that William Ward had was unreal, especially considering his young age and puny amount of life experience.
When it is said that power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely, it rings truest with me, because I have seen it. I saw it in William Ward.
For 3 years I endured the constant berating of this young man. At every opportunity, William Ward would seek to prove his superiority by either whipping out his penis or punching someone bigger than he was, because he knew there would be no ramifications. He wouldn't have to answer to anyone. It didn't matter that he was an ugly runt who couldn't read and failed just about all his classes. He had street cred at the academy.
When William Ward graduated, I watched as this young man left the school and entered the real world, failing out of college and resorting to a life of blue collar servitude in a completely foreign and, I'm sure for him, scary environment. I can only imaging the shock when he realized that he actually had to be able to read in order to get a job...in order to go shopping, balance his checkbook or really just function as a human being in civilized society.
Looking back on it all, I can only feel compassion and sorrow for that guy. William Ward was probably the most callous, mean and disrespectful young man to ever exist in 1995, but it wasn't his fault. The corruptions of a military system instilled into the life of someone who had been born ugly and who never learned to read - these things would create a monster who would eventually be tamed into becoming, I'm sure, an insufferable, miserable peon with infinite regrets and no love in his life.
Wherever you are, William Ward, I hope things turned around for you. I hope you look back on your life at Lyman Ward Military Academy and I hope you see it as a period of serious confusion for you - and I hope by now you have learned that penis size and money mean absolutely nothing compared to respect, dignity and love for one another.
It's not that I was a bad kid - I needed no reform and had no criminal intent beyond perhaps finding ways to get an extra credit on the pinball machine using a slug and some thread. No, it's not that I belonged at military school, but the memories that place gave me, I would discover later in life, would prove to be the most unique and resourceful of any others from my childhood.
There is one memory in particular that I have, which has stayed with me throughout the years since graduation in the summer of 1997. This memory constantly reminds me of the importance of compassion and respect; as well it reminds me that the people in this world who appear to be the most cruel, uncaring and soulless of us are just as human as anyone else who has ever walked the earth. They simply suffer more than most.
This memory is of a young man by the name of William Ward.
When I entered the academy, I was in the 8th grade. I was an awkward, chubby little redheaded kid and I didn't know a thing about drilling with a rifle, shining shoes or taking orders barked at me by someone my age. Needless to say, I was in great need of some sort of guidance - some sort of beacon to help ease my transition from a life of video games and fishing to one of regimented days, sleep deprived nights and egregious amounts of violence.
I found that guidance from many of the other cadets, many of whom had been at the academy for years prior to my arrival. They knew the ropes and they knew what to tell a new cadet (also called a 'scrub') in order to have the new recruit 'on their side'. It was very akin to prison in the way that social hierarchies sprouted.
Atop one such social hierarchy stood William Ward. He was a boy of average height and build, and he was quite ugly. His mouth was much larger, proportionately, than the other features of his face. He had large, clumsy feet and goofy ears. When I first met him I thought I was looking at Alfred E. Neuman from the MAD magazines I had so loved.
The very first thing William Ward said to me when I met him was, "I bet my dick is bigger than yours."
I am dead serious. That was the first sentence that came out of his (large) mouth, and he was being very sincere. This wasn't a joke, and at the academy penis size meant a LOT. I didn't know this at the time. His comment sort of threw me off, and I'm not sure exactly how I responded. I just remember him saying that firstly.
William Ward apparently came from a family with a lot of money. Incidentally, the Ward family had VERY tight connections to the administration of the school, and so this ugly, foul-mouthed young man was lauded by his peers for really only two reasons: he had a very large penis, and he was favored by those in command of the school thanks to generous financial contributions from his family.
This made for a perfect storm.
William Ward became a ruler of us. It didn't matter that he was ugly, stupid or, as I would find out later, completely illiterate. He had connections, money, and a big dick. He could do whatever he wanted. And so he did.
William Ward became a platoon sergeant in Charlie company, where he was basically given free reign to control a group of about 15 cadets, bending them to do as he wished and using them as pawns to further his after-school exploits often times involving hazing, drug use and other debauchery. He could do no wrong - the amount of power that William Ward had was unreal, especially considering his young age and puny amount of life experience.
When it is said that power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely, it rings truest with me, because I have seen it. I saw it in William Ward.
For 3 years I endured the constant berating of this young man. At every opportunity, William Ward would seek to prove his superiority by either whipping out his penis or punching someone bigger than he was, because he knew there would be no ramifications. He wouldn't have to answer to anyone. It didn't matter that he was an ugly runt who couldn't read and failed just about all his classes. He had street cred at the academy.
When William Ward graduated, I watched as this young man left the school and entered the real world, failing out of college and resorting to a life of blue collar servitude in a completely foreign and, I'm sure for him, scary environment. I can only imaging the shock when he realized that he actually had to be able to read in order to get a job...in order to go shopping, balance his checkbook or really just function as a human being in civilized society.
Looking back on it all, I can only feel compassion and sorrow for that guy. William Ward was probably the most callous, mean and disrespectful young man to ever exist in 1995, but it wasn't his fault. The corruptions of a military system instilled into the life of someone who had been born ugly and who never learned to read - these things would create a monster who would eventually be tamed into becoming, I'm sure, an insufferable, miserable peon with infinite regrets and no love in his life.
Wherever you are, William Ward, I hope things turned around for you. I hope you look back on your life at Lyman Ward Military Academy and I hope you see it as a period of serious confusion for you - and I hope by now you have learned that penis size and money mean absolutely nothing compared to respect, dignity and love for one another.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Life a Million Miles Away (Part 2)
Nerboo has his hands in his lap and is sitting indian-style in the pagoda, discussing the unfolding development involving two of the villages children: Eleran and Amaryu.
Seated around him are the other elders, each of them listening intently to Nerboo's voice.
"It is written that this day would come. It should not be a surprise to any one of you - our village's destiny has been outlined well in the scrolls of Kharthlan," he said. A few of the elders nod in agreement.
Then, reciting from memory, Nerboo calls out the parts of the scroll that foretell the events that took place earlier that day. The volume of his voice increases and his words carry the authority of his 89 years as a member of his village:
"Before the turn of the 300th year, warriors will be selected from the youth by chance. You will know these warriors for the findings they will bring you: 5 stones of the Ancients, bound by the sigils of the Gods, each stone part of the Wheel of Souls."
The elders knew the scrolls well. They documented the origins of their village and contained immaculate prophecies each of which had come to pass exactly as described. Some involved famine; some involved warring with opposing village-tribes. In any event, the scrolls of Kharthlan were the source of all wisdom passed down by Nerboo's ancestors who were the founders of his village and of Pfan'Khet, the practice of traveling to heaven while still on earth.
Pfan'Khet is the villages sacred, closely held treasure. If the practice of heaven-travel were to be released to the rest of the world, total chaos would ensue. The scrolls warned of this.
Nerboo continues.
"These warriors must be escorted to the marshes of the east within 7 nights of their selection by chance. On the 8th night they are to be left at the base of the Yeurng Temple with provisions for 20 days. Do not provide anything but your wishes of hope for them both. Though they are young, they will survive. This is decreed by Kharthlan and so it shall be."
Nerboo glances around the group of elders.
"Who will take these warriors to the marshes?" he asks, "If not one of you, decide amongst yourselves who will escort them. Be sure he is able-bodied and reliable. I will arrange for mule and pack-horse to leave by the 7th day. Are there questions?"
Cervins speaks.
"Nerboo, we are sacrificing two of our young boys to the land, to become warriors as foretold by the Kharthlanic. The scrolls tell us they will heaven-travel on their own, without our help. Should we leave the stones with them, then?"
Nerboo ponders the question and finishes the stale remainder of his tea.
"No. It is written. 20 days of provisions," he replies.
Cervins immediately responds, "That's murder! They'll surely DIE out there! The Yeurng will hang them by their entrails and feed their hearts to the wolves!"
Nerboo patiently waits for Cervins to finish speaking. His eyes stare deeply into Cervins' as he responds.
"Cervins, do you doubt the prophecies of the Kharthlanic?" Nerboo asks.
"Exalted Nerboo, I do not. I merely mean to suggest that..."
"THEN SILENCE," commands Nerboo.
"The fate of our people hangs on these two young men. They are but children now - when they return to us from the east they will be warriors. They will be our saviors, and for us to meddle in this destiny is to seal our own fates."
Silence befalls everyone.
Nerboo clears his throat.
"Meet back here with the designated escort in 6 days. I will take care of explaining to the boys families what will be happening to them. Kharthlanic blessings be with you," Nerboo finishes.
Mumbling softly amongst themselves, the elders meander off and return to their duties.
Nerboo sequesters the stones in his hand and retreats to his quarters, where he begins to pray.
Seated around him are the other elders, each of them listening intently to Nerboo's voice.
"It is written that this day would come. It should not be a surprise to any one of you - our village's destiny has been outlined well in the scrolls of Kharthlan," he said. A few of the elders nod in agreement.
Then, reciting from memory, Nerboo calls out the parts of the scroll that foretell the events that took place earlier that day. The volume of his voice increases and his words carry the authority of his 89 years as a member of his village:
"Before the turn of the 300th year, warriors will be selected from the youth by chance. You will know these warriors for the findings they will bring you: 5 stones of the Ancients, bound by the sigils of the Gods, each stone part of the Wheel of Souls."
The elders knew the scrolls well. They documented the origins of their village and contained immaculate prophecies each of which had come to pass exactly as described. Some involved famine; some involved warring with opposing village-tribes. In any event, the scrolls of Kharthlan were the source of all wisdom passed down by Nerboo's ancestors who were the founders of his village and of Pfan'Khet, the practice of traveling to heaven while still on earth.
Pfan'Khet is the villages sacred, closely held treasure. If the practice of heaven-travel were to be released to the rest of the world, total chaos would ensue. The scrolls warned of this.
Nerboo continues.
"These warriors must be escorted to the marshes of the east within 7 nights of their selection by chance. On the 8th night they are to be left at the base of the Yeurng Temple with provisions for 20 days. Do not provide anything but your wishes of hope for them both. Though they are young, they will survive. This is decreed by Kharthlan and so it shall be."
Nerboo glances around the group of elders.
"Who will take these warriors to the marshes?" he asks, "If not one of you, decide amongst yourselves who will escort them. Be sure he is able-bodied and reliable. I will arrange for mule and pack-horse to leave by the 7th day. Are there questions?"
Cervins speaks.
"Nerboo, we are sacrificing two of our young boys to the land, to become warriors as foretold by the Kharthlanic. The scrolls tell us they will heaven-travel on their own, without our help. Should we leave the stones with them, then?"
Nerboo ponders the question and finishes the stale remainder of his tea.
"No. It is written. 20 days of provisions," he replies.
Cervins immediately responds, "That's murder! They'll surely DIE out there! The Yeurng will hang them by their entrails and feed their hearts to the wolves!"
Nerboo patiently waits for Cervins to finish speaking. His eyes stare deeply into Cervins' as he responds.
"Cervins, do you doubt the prophecies of the Kharthlanic?" Nerboo asks.
"Exalted Nerboo, I do not. I merely mean to suggest that..."
"THEN SILENCE," commands Nerboo.
"The fate of our people hangs on these two young men. They are but children now - when they return to us from the east they will be warriors. They will be our saviors, and for us to meddle in this destiny is to seal our own fates."
Silence befalls everyone.
Nerboo clears his throat.
"Meet back here with the designated escort in 6 days. I will take care of explaining to the boys families what will be happening to them. Kharthlanic blessings be with you," Nerboo finishes.
Mumbling softly amongst themselves, the elders meander off and return to their duties.
Nerboo sequesters the stones in his hand and retreats to his quarters, where he begins to pray.
Monday, May 18, 2009
A Life a Million Miles Away (part 1)
This morning a young child awakens from his slumber and blinks his eyes into a powerful yet kind sun, greeting the world with a yawn and eager ambition.
The hovel from which the boy arises isn't anything to speak of. Nothing about it distinguishes it from the other hundreds of poorly constructed homes stuffed into the commune.
The air is dry and filled with the smells of hot tea and vegetables frying on an old skillet a few yards down from the child's home. A wisp of dust greets the boy's sandaled feet as he steps into the day.
"Amaryu! Are you ready!?" comes a voice from afar.
Amaryu starts walking briskly towards Eleran, who is anxiously waiting for him.
"Today's the day! Do you have the stones?" Eleran asks.
Amaryu reaches into his pocket and confirms that they are still there - the 5 small, rust-colored stones that the two boys had found last week in a pouch sitting inconspicuously on the shore of a nearby river.
Eleran was the one who first spotted the pouch. It seemed a bit out of place, and upon investigating it's contents further, the two young boys discovered these strange stones, each of them with a small engraving which neither of them could make sense of.
Amaryu agreed to bring the stones to the village elders who would certainly know what to do with them. Eleran suggested waiting until today, the day of the month when the elders convened, to present them with their find.
"Yup, got them right here," replies Amaryu, "Can I give them to the elders?"
"No I wanna! I saw them first!" contends Eleran.
"Too bad!" replied Amaryu, and the two of them run off into the direction of the Temple, where the elders are just sitting down to tea, ready to begin their proceedings for the day.
There is much to discuss this day, at the meeting of the 10 most tenured and knowledgeable members of the village. As they take their seats in a large circle, they greet each other with kind salutations.
Eleran and Amaryu rush to the side of Nerboo, the exalted chief elder who is responsible for archiving the collected discoveries and intellectual works of the village.
"Nerboo! We have something to show you!" the boys say, almost in unison.
Nerboo looks down at the boys standing near the pagoda. He strokes his beard and sets aside his tea to give them his attention.
"We begin our meetings in short order. What have you that warrants our focus?" inquires Nerboo.
Amaryu reaches into his pocket and fishes out the 5 stones. He walks up to Nerboo and raises his cupped hands to him, smiling broadly.
Nerboo's eyes widen with immediate interest.
"Amaryu, where did you get these?" Nerboo asks.
"Eleran and I found them near the river. He saw them first but I picked them up. Are they worth anything?" inquires Amaryu.
"Hand them to me, boy," commands Nerboo, "you know not what you hold."
And with that, Nerboo takes the 5 stones from the small hands of Amaryu and immediately stands to summon the others. A small circle forms around Nerboo as the elders take stock of this new discovery.
Mumbling and whispered discussion emanates from the small gathering.
Amaryu and Eleran watch intently as Nerboo stoops to his haunches and arranges the stones in a circle. He raises a hand and motions for one of the elders.
Cervins, another high-ranking member amongst them, brings Nerboo a small handful of gold shavings, their source unknown to the boys.
Nerboo places the gold shavings in the center of the circle of stones.
What happens then confirms what Nerboo suspected about the stones.
A column of purple light immediately forms where the gold sits. This column reaches up through each level of the pagoda and straight through to the sky, with no end. It appears to rise completely up to the heavens, and it slowly turns as it radiates a very warm, pleasing light.
Each stone in the circle vibrates softly.
Nerboo immediately breaks the ritual by removing one of the stones. He has seen what he needed to see. The stones are in fact what he suspected they are.
"Boys, return to your homes. In one week's time I will call for you to leave with me. We will not be returning to our village and your lives will soon be changed forever. Say your goodbyes, and be prepared to venture in 7 days."
Amaryu and Eleran are dumbfounded.
As instructed, they each walk back to their hovels and explain to their families what had just happened.
From that day forth the two boys would be inseparable - bound by a common cause, their destinies foretold for decades by the lore of their ancestors.
The hovel from which the boy arises isn't anything to speak of. Nothing about it distinguishes it from the other hundreds of poorly constructed homes stuffed into the commune.
The air is dry and filled with the smells of hot tea and vegetables frying on an old skillet a few yards down from the child's home. A wisp of dust greets the boy's sandaled feet as he steps into the day.
"Amaryu! Are you ready!?" comes a voice from afar.
Amaryu starts walking briskly towards Eleran, who is anxiously waiting for him.
"Today's the day! Do you have the stones?" Eleran asks.
Amaryu reaches into his pocket and confirms that they are still there - the 5 small, rust-colored stones that the two boys had found last week in a pouch sitting inconspicuously on the shore of a nearby river.
Eleran was the one who first spotted the pouch. It seemed a bit out of place, and upon investigating it's contents further, the two young boys discovered these strange stones, each of them with a small engraving which neither of them could make sense of.
Amaryu agreed to bring the stones to the village elders who would certainly know what to do with them. Eleran suggested waiting until today, the day of the month when the elders convened, to present them with their find.
"Yup, got them right here," replies Amaryu, "Can I give them to the elders?"
"No I wanna! I saw them first!" contends Eleran.
"Too bad!" replied Amaryu, and the two of them run off into the direction of the Temple, where the elders are just sitting down to tea, ready to begin their proceedings for the day.
There is much to discuss this day, at the meeting of the 10 most tenured and knowledgeable members of the village. As they take their seats in a large circle, they greet each other with kind salutations.
Eleran and Amaryu rush to the side of Nerboo, the exalted chief elder who is responsible for archiving the collected discoveries and intellectual works of the village.
"Nerboo! We have something to show you!" the boys say, almost in unison.
Nerboo looks down at the boys standing near the pagoda. He strokes his beard and sets aside his tea to give them his attention.
"We begin our meetings in short order. What have you that warrants our focus?" inquires Nerboo.
Amaryu reaches into his pocket and fishes out the 5 stones. He walks up to Nerboo and raises his cupped hands to him, smiling broadly.
Nerboo's eyes widen with immediate interest.
"Amaryu, where did you get these?" Nerboo asks.
"Eleran and I found them near the river. He saw them first but I picked them up. Are they worth anything?" inquires Amaryu.
"Hand them to me, boy," commands Nerboo, "you know not what you hold."
And with that, Nerboo takes the 5 stones from the small hands of Amaryu and immediately stands to summon the others. A small circle forms around Nerboo as the elders take stock of this new discovery.
Mumbling and whispered discussion emanates from the small gathering.
Amaryu and Eleran watch intently as Nerboo stoops to his haunches and arranges the stones in a circle. He raises a hand and motions for one of the elders.
Cervins, another high-ranking member amongst them, brings Nerboo a small handful of gold shavings, their source unknown to the boys.
Nerboo places the gold shavings in the center of the circle of stones.
What happens then confirms what Nerboo suspected about the stones.
A column of purple light immediately forms where the gold sits. This column reaches up through each level of the pagoda and straight through to the sky, with no end. It appears to rise completely up to the heavens, and it slowly turns as it radiates a very warm, pleasing light.
Each stone in the circle vibrates softly.
Nerboo immediately breaks the ritual by removing one of the stones. He has seen what he needed to see. The stones are in fact what he suspected they are.
"Boys, return to your homes. In one week's time I will call for you to leave with me. We will not be returning to our village and your lives will soon be changed forever. Say your goodbyes, and be prepared to venture in 7 days."
Amaryu and Eleran are dumbfounded.
As instructed, they each walk back to their hovels and explain to their families what had just happened.
From that day forth the two boys would be inseparable - bound by a common cause, their destinies foretold for decades by the lore of their ancestors.
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